umm, boyfriendo please

I kind of want a boyfriend.
There. Admiting it is the first step.

While being single is...awesome (cough) I really miss having someone to talk to and hang out with. Now I practically have to beg someone to hang out with me. It's difficult to get my best friend to hang out because she is in college away from here and also has a boyfriend. I'm the only single person out of all my friends to be honest.

I'm not rushing into a new relationship though. Certainlynot going to settle for some of the offers I've been getting. Perhaps someone will come along, hopefully sooner then later.

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musings

My graduating class had a get together today. I missed it due to a prior commitment and it just seems to be bad timing. March is ridiculously busy with many events and such that. I can barely keep up.

Anyway, I looked through some photos of the get together and it seemed really cute.

I graduated from high school in 2005. My high school was pretty small and I think our graduating class was around 80 or so. I was in the Top 20...I wouldn't say I was super close with my classmates, but I was cordial to mostly everyone. I was just always so different and my mind was always on something other then my small town.

Even to this day I think that he direction of my classmates versus myself is just entirely different. Most of them seem more focused on having children and potentially getting married. I'd live to have that too, but I want to travel. I want to do geeky things that noone around here even understands. I want to party just like they do, but not st the tacky little clubs around here.

I'm just so different. And that has left me alone and friendless in my small town.

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